She took it; hugged it to her bosom;
placed on her head; pressed to her eyes;
her shoulders lifted; she sagged;
she was at peace; she longed feverishly; sighed;
is it possible to describe her state of mind?
வாங்கினள் : முலைக்குவையில்
வைத்தனள் : சிரத்தால்
தாங்கினள் : மலர்க்கண் மிசை
ஒத்தினள் : தடம்தோள்
வீங்கினள், மெலிந்தனள் :
ஏங்கினள் : உயிர்த்தனள் :
இது இன்னது எனல் ஆமே?
This poem describes Sita’s reaction when Hanuman meets her in Lanka and gives her Rama’s ring (கணையாழி) to identify himself. Sita had given up hope that Rama will come to save her and is on the verge of killing herself. So when Hanuman comes bearing news from Rama, she is overcome by emotion. That ring becomes Rama for her. She takes the ring, hugs it in her bosom, places it in her head, presses it to her eyes. Her shoulders lift up. She sags. She is at peace . She longs feverishly. Sighs. All at the same time. Kamban, the poet, wonders can one define her state?
Tol Kappiyam (தொல்காப்பியம் – Old Tome), the defining book of Tamil Grammar, lists 8 types of physical display of one’s mental state. (எண் வகை மெய்ப்பாடு). These are – laughter, crying, wretchedness, surprise, fear, pride, anger, delight.
நகையே அழுகை இளிவரல் மருட்கை
அச்சம் பெருமிதம் வெகுளி உவகையென்று
அப்பால் எட்டாம் மெய்ப்பா டென்ப
Sita’s overwhelming reaction was across the spectrum that one cannot decide from her reaction what she was going through.